I was tired of shit, and tired of being ignored. I hated my life for the moment, then I got a kiss, and I cheered right up ^_^

 

Broken Shell

 

Every morning I vomit up my loneliness,

Hoping to end the stars’ blue shine,

My heart is crying from the anguish

And hatred of the world in the light.

 

Every happy memory is drowned out by my ceaseless tears,

Everything I’ve hoped to know proves to be an empty promise.

I vomit up my loneliness hoping to be noticed,

But instead, I lie weak and defeated on the floor.

 

Every night I lie in puddles of my blood,

Hoping to stop the morning sun,

My heart is bleeding from being broken

And ripped out and thrown at the walls.

 

Every happy memory is drowned out by my ceaseless tears,

Everything I’ve hoped to know proves to be an empty promise.

I lie in my blood crying alone,

But instead, I’m hated and despised for my inner beauty.

 

From now on, I lie in my coffin,

Dead to the world above me,

I can’t cry or breathe

And nobody notices that I’m gone.

 

Every happy memory is now an eternal slumber,

Everything I’ve hoped to know proves to be infinite.

I lie in my coffin six feet under and unknown,

Without a single tear to tell me goodbye.

 

Alxander Donham

11/21/05

Now I think I should go back to work... Tell me what you all think mmmkay?

Well I feel loads better, I finally told off my ex bf... Yea, I said BF, I'm bi, did everyone forget? Anyway, I want only my TRUE friends to comment, I know who they are, and I will delete and ignore any baka-todeisai who comments to defend the sad fucker. if he has a problem with what I had to say, he can get over himself and tell me face-to-face, and not have any of his "FRIENDS" do it for him. He's not a baby, so everyone needs to stop treating him like he is... I was hurt by his ignorance, and I dont know what I liked about him in the first place anymore... Go figure... anyway, Leisha, Angel, Ari, Any of my other subscribers that still read my blog and comment, Tell me what you think. K? Buh-BI!